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I was so busy this few days. but I didn't update my blog due to a very good reason....I am so lazy now.
So surprised with the news at 2 pm this afternoon. Ky call but I was so busy freshing myself.
Someone, one of the lady manager in the island was murdered in her room. It was totally shocked for me. I told Ky that this lady is the second wife of the owner of the resort. Ky was speechless when I told her who knows the first wife was attempted to murder the second wife. Just like that slut wanted to do to me..slowly..Just like Killing me Softly! Ahhh..
I was quit okay this morning. Actually I didn't get enough sleep because of heavy rain at 3 something in the morning. Got lightning and I was so fear of that sound thunder while on the way to the office to switch on the main fuse board. The whole place was so dark with a lot of guest came out from their chalets. I just telling them to be patient since I was looking for the key. Luckily I remembered I left the key with the trainee who was on duty till 12 pm. That was the time I left the chalet to go for singing with my DO and maintenance boy.
I am getting my confirmation letter today! Just thinking of what company will be my new employer instead of the hotel line! But, I think I like this company. And today my GM put my name under his new company as one of his main authority. Now, we are trying to get the tender of managing another chalet..just right front of my present chalet. But actually, I was so afraid that it might affect his performance regarding my bankrupt status. I wish I could clear off everything but I won't pay a cent for that culprit and rascal. Never. Forever & ever!
I stayed at the hotel since the hotel's Asst Opr Mgr not around and I was around there to help him to run the hotel. Well, we have 4 tables of Steambot dinner and I managed to be at the F&B for almost half an hour. then I entered the Front Office for approving some transaction which is not my forte(I like this word). But GM told me that I have the authority to make any decision beside his approval. I hope this could be forever! Insya Allah!

Hello!
 I am getting a lot of messages today and this is the list which I could afford to listing them out.Thanks guy!

1. Azila(fr UK tuuuuu!-schoolmate/classmate till tkt 5)
2. Tini (Spore-schoolmate/classmate till std 6)
   
3. Ky(the one & only Ma Prince- mula2 sms then baru live from his mouth..)
4. Noel (Thailand-multiply)
5. Nini(Philippines-multiply)
6. Rosligrk(multiply/pkd hulu perak-Grrrreeekk tu)
   
7. Naz(Pu3 Pkr)
8. Bida(GBH Pkr)
9. Airiz(thru sms-geng jurnal/)
10. Shaizar(msjbox junaidix)
11. Tara(Woman of Feather-efx2/facebook)
12. Wani(Facebook)
13. Berry Bear,Diah & Pasha(efx/facebook dan pelbagai lagi)

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14. Amer(dari msjbox @ junaidix-blog tak leh link--kena kunci dan mangga)
15. Sahrulia(dr msjbox junaidix)
16. Abg Man Tampin(dia telfon-x pnah miss setiap thn~~~ohh my bf for long long time since 1999..hahahha..kita ditakdirkan tidak bersama kerana dari dulu hatiku tiada pada mu dan apatah sekarang sudah hatiku sudah dirampas oleh Ky--sorry arr bang!nanti I ngaku kat abg!)
17. Mie(My Do just came to the office)
18. mama (msjbox junaidix)
19. Puteri(Indonesia trainee at my chalet)
    
20. Peter(thru msn)
21. Hada & Jalil( thru telfon-they are my ex staff in Pangkor and now had changed to Sales Dept at Vistana- unbelievable-maybe korang teruja ngan ex bos korang yang asyik buat sales aja)
22. Unknown-can i call u my ice queen angel. if you live to b a hundred, i want to b a hundred one minus so i dont have to live one minute without a sweet friend like u. i have like many but love very few yet no one has been as sweet as you. i stand and wait in the worlds longest queue just for the pleasure of a moment with u. it take a minute to have a crush an hour to like someone an a day to love someone but it take a lifetime to forget someone like you. it hurt to love someone and not be loved in return but what hurt more is to love some one and never find the courage to let them know how u feel BEAUTFUL name
23. Jenny L
24. Rawlsa
25. Nina
26. Cam
    

    1:24 PM, Saturday 26 July 2008 .. Posted by Cam

    
    
    
    HAPPY BIRTHDAY !
27. Anis Tajudin
28. Linda
29. Tony
    
30. Tara again
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    	Dikanogi A Jul 26, 2008 12:22 am
    - Get Your Own

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    To my friend Rose ...

32. Satya

    	Satya dPoladhavan....lolz Jul 26, 2008 12:22 am
    Take Care & Lots of Luv to you my Luvable Friend Regards Satya

33. Corbin
    

	Corbin D Jul 25, 2008 12:22 am
Hello Just stopping by to wish you a happy birthday. Corbin

This is only for reference for the future and the sweetest memory in my life! I am happy but so regretfull that Ky is not with me!

Setakat pukul 8.40 . 9.17 , 10.15, 11.10,11.58 am pagi ni, ini yang telah aku terima! Bukannya dengan niat apa! Hanya untuk rujukan di masa akan datang saja!

 I didn't know what had happened to me for few days. Maybe a signal to 'my good friend' forever.
Hope everything will be okay with me and him . I want him,be with him for my coming birthday. this Saturday(Am I telling the whole world). How I wish to be with him! Only God knows! I hope he could make it. Too hard for him with that bitch around and his new work loading. I heard that he's in charge of all case in the office. Interrogate officers! New challenge for him after got his promotion. But why,..why am I behaving like a small kid! Am I selfish!Am I greedy?
yes, I am!!! I just want to be happy!

  I also do happy with Efx2. but I am not sure the toughness of EFX2. But those members are really tough..We had a tough time and we're still together. I am crying now. How I wish to be with everyone..It's okay since I still have you all wherever we go and what we do! I love ya all. I was so blessed with the appearance of all members. For me,it is part of our life now! when I am having a bad times..and good times..You are there! Again. Thanks a lot and May God Bless you.
   I an quit emotional and I can;t be laugh. Another tension is ..my skin was so allergic with one type of insect..I do not how it called..It's not the mosquito. From my leg up to my body..The whole part except that **anus**hahaha! getting so itchy and I couldn't stop myself not to scratch. It was spread and leaving some terrible scars which I never had!
And I was so...bad....I don't want to go to the clinic until Ky comes out from the island and bring me. He's the one who will send me to the clinic. If not, I will be suffer for few days! Maybe celebrating my birthday with a lot of scars and scratching. How bad of me!!!
 

 S>T>O>P

 

same time old place..Why I could feel something about him, even he doesn't told me! The weird thing! When he tried to console me, I couldn't accept that. I told him that he will always give the priority to other thing, not me! I feel so sucked. I started to yell at him, and first time I heard him rising his tone. First time and he thinks that I would listen and scared to him. Nope! I won't listen to him! I don't want to. Even I love him!

 

 And this is the third time..he told me that he's not the one who planning that! His family was trying to call him to inform about that bitch went back to the house. Yeah,..I understand that! but he got to tell me the truth or see me first before off to the island(Am I so special to get the priority?):P. On the way back, he could drop for few minutes telling me. Or sometimes man doesn't want to share what's in their heart and telling his partner ! That's too sad! I can't be gentle to him tonight...I can't be so soft with him. This guy make me sick! Always sickening me! But i love him so much,how could I do and feel that to him. I should be patient! But why, it has been three times in almost same date..last two year..he hurt me on the 1) 20th July 2006, 2) 20th July 2007 and 2)18th July 2008.

I thought I could be happily celebrating my coming birthday ,but..how could I enjoy my day with him if he .....Iyarkkk!

I feel so yuck!

   Ya Allah! Please make me strong. Please make me trust him so much! Please make me believe him that he's the right one..the one for me . Please make me the only 1 for him beside his children! Ya Allah!Please forgive for loving him so much! Please forgive us! Amin!

 

Kutuliskan kesedihan
Semua tak bisa kau ungkapkan
Dan kita kan bicara dengan hatiku

Buang semua puisi
Antara kita berdua
Kau bunuh dia sesuatu
Yang kusebut itu cinta

Yakinkan aku Tuhan
Dia bukan milikku
Biarkan waktu waktu
Hapus aku?

Sadarkan aku Tuhan
Dia bukan milikku
Biarkan waktu waktu
Hapus aku?

  I am thinking my old post at efx2blogs..the old post..Why couldn't I get back those entries? And how?
Have you all ever think of that? I want them backkkk!

  Our game yesterday! Playing with monkeys. Gave them some biscuits! so lucky of the monkey!

Taken this from a friend in Multiply, Sherry!

6 truths of life:

1) You cannot touch all of your teeth with your tongue.

2) All idiots, after reading the first truth, tried it.

3) The first truth is a lie.

4) You're smiling now because you are an idiot.

5) You will soon forward this to another idiot.

6) There's still a stupid smile on your face.

Anyway,it's just a joke. Because I want you to smile NOW! And again I found these!

Congratulation to my love one! He got his promotion today and effective from 1st of May.Well,it's his gift for his belated birthday on June and also my gift for my coming birthday within 2 weeks from now! I am so happy for you dear!

  We celebrated with eating ice cream this evening!

I love to eat durian . Last 2 days, bought about 6 durians and only able to finish about 4, still left another 2. Hope could finish by tomorrow or the smell of this King of Fruit will spread to the whole area of my chalet!

Me at the durian's stall!

Want to try some?

 Hello everybody! Hmm..I guest what happened to efx2blogs. Forced me to signing up and share my blog with friends from the previous of modblog,efx2,efx2blogs. I hope we are still keep in touch. Miss all efx2 bloggers!